There is no way to say it all.

After that last blogspot post I started thinking that I need a reason to start a brand new blog.  My epiphany wasn’t reason enough.  So to show that all that is in the past, I did something un-me-like last night.  It was great.  It wasn’t illegal or too scandalous.  And that’s all I’ll say about it.

Since this is a new blog, I feel the urge to summarize and/or reflect.  Not quite sure on what, though.  The past year?  The past three and a half years?  Suffice it to say that the past year has been incredibly difficult.  Emotionally, I’m exhausted.  That sounds stupid, I know.  I wish that, for a little while, I could be immune to emotion.  I miss my mom.  I used to talk to her on the phone everyday.  And sometimes when I come back to the room from class, I pick up the phone.  But before I sit down, I realize that I can’t call.  The past two cancer episodes of Grey’s Anatomy have really gotten to me.  Everything that George said is spot on.  Natalie wasn’t in the room when I was watching this episode, so I cried at the end.  I hope Callie accepts his proposal.

On a happier note, I think my dance classes are helping my back.  I don’t like my history class.  But I need it.  It’s sad that I can’t drop any classes this semester.

~ by lepole on January 28, 2007.